Run

well isn't this just peachy. It'd be great if he was talking to me so much because he actually enjoyed talking to me and wanted to be friends. But now I'm getting the feeling he's talking to me because he knows I like him. All this is doing is getting my hopes up. He's not the kind of guy I should like. I love talking to him. He's funny and really nice. But it seems like a few girls like him so maybe he talks to all of them as well. I don't even want a boyfriend right now. Well, that's a lie. I want one but I can't even think about that until I get my shit together. I need to go running every day like I used to. I need to buy proactive because this just isn't working anymore. I need to concentrate on improving. Because I've never felt this bad about myself before.