And in foggy London town, the sun was shining everywhere

I have these dreams all the time where I find out something bad or something bad happens. And then soon after I wake up I realize that nothing really happened. I feel like I had a dream like that last night but haven't realized that nothing really happened. I can't remember what it was though. Weird.

I love the trumpet section. Some of us went to Chili's after rehearsal and it was a good time. I'm glad we hang out every so often and I hope it continues once the season is done.

I feel like I'm inside too much. I haven't gone for a walk in a few weeks but it's not fun going alone. I miss last year when we'd go for walks every few days. I also really want to do something somewhat athletic. I want to play basketball or catch. I have my basketball and baseball mitt here but no one to hang out with. Hopefully Becky and I will be able to meet up sometime to play catch. All I do is sleep and watch the television. I need to get out of this.

Tomorrow I meet with Eggers again. I hope all goes well. If he just tells me I improved slightly, I will be happy. Earlier a few people were talking about lessons and the scale tests they have to do. I need to get in; I know I could do it.

pictures of you, pictures of me

I hate the word grand. It sounds so phony.

Anyway, I'm meeting with Eggers on Thursday.
I'm getting sick.
Marching band is almost over and I'm afraid I'm not going to really see/talk to anyone until next year.
I got an 84% on my Gov test and I'm quite mad at myself.
Halloween Oreos make everything better...well not everything but almost.
I am already getting excited about Winter break which is making me lose focus in my classes.

I need to read more. And study more. But I don't know what I should be doing less. Maybe sleeping but I'm getting sick, and sleep would help. Gah.

you give love a bad name

Last night was fun.
I enjoy meeting people.
I hope they remember meeting me, hahah.
Coney Island was so much fun.


the end.

who are you?

Today was much better than I expected. In fact, this week was much better than I expected.

I really like the Who show. I don't feel 100% confident about Who Are You but I'm sure it will be fine.

sail away

I am really looking forward to this weekend.
I'm turning 18 on Friday.
I don't think it's that big of a deal because I think ages are pointless.
My grandma is 65 but she feels like she's 45. Isn't that what matters? How you feel and how you act? I hope so.
I'm not a big fan of being young compared to everyone at college although I know that everyone goes through it.
I've been listening to Ben Folds a lot recently. I am positive that this is a good choice.
We had a fire drill earlier today at Wise.
And then.
We had a fire around 10!
It was fantastic. Apparently people were cooking food and decided to catch things on fire.
Good job guys, good job to you.
My favorite ever was Kayla who was forced out of the shower. She was quite upset. "Good thing we had that drill earlier!!"
It seems like a lot of people want to transfer to a different school next year. Losers. Heh.

looking for melodies

Now that I've deleted like every entry ever in here, I feel renewed.
This week started a new phase in my life.
The SERIOUS phase.
I will practice everyday and become a better trumpet player.
I will get enough sleep and go to all of my classes.
I will not spend so much time fucking around on the internet.

Well..heh...I haven't quite lived up to these statements.
I have been practicing, it's 2:20 in the morning which means I will probably skip my english class tomorrow. I haven't started reading the book I need to finish by yesterday and well I'm just flat out screwed.
I'm not one to be so open about myself, especially to someone I just met but I did and I'm regretting it.

I hate blogs for the simple fact that I hate saying "I" so much.
It makes me feel conceited and self-centered. I do not think I am though.

Today, Emily and I went to see Across The Universe. I'm still not quite sure of how I feel about it.

Life would be better if everyone just listened to Janis Joplin a little more.
Her music makes me happy and I'm pretty sure it makes other people happy, too.